Up in the adirondacks, and I've completely fallen for someone. She's so unique, but even though we're friends, I seriously doubt it could ever be more. She's been stuck in my head since the first day we met though. I just can't get over those eyes. Just the way she looks at me breaks my heart some days. She, of course, has no idea. I've been feeling so sappy and pathetic, no shocker there. But my word, that girl.. Goodness. I know I'll never meet another like her.
Anyway. Turning the page.
I need to start a blog.
My secondary(should-be primary) focus is on the hearts of those like me who have been fed lies about God and life. God does not hate gays, lesbians, or otherwise. He made us. Sure we're a little different, but we didn't choose this. Who would ever choose to be so looked down on, if they had the choice to be normal. So many of us are persecuted.. and for love of all things... damn. You'd think people would be more worried over an individual's relationship with God than trying to convince the individual that they're wrong, abnormal, or unnatural. My heart really breaks for the gay community. I'm gay, out, Christian, and happy with who I am. I've heard so many stories of people who were forced to choose between religion and a part of them that they just couldn't change. I've heard too many preachers tell gays to get out and abandon religion, because they weren't sufficient enough to sit among the congregation.
God, break my heart for what breaks Yours.
Love God, love you're neighbor.
Have compassion.
Bless those who persecute you, bless and do not curse.
Isaiah, Proverbs, Romans.
I need to study. I need to make a difference somehow.
I know what the scriptures say, yet I know my own heart more than any other mortal can see, and I know God knows my heart. He sees me right where I am - He's seen me fail, He's seen me fall, He's seen my heart break, and He's shown me enough of HIS heart to teach me compassion and love toward those whom I may not have felt it toward otherwise.
Bottom line: We're all lost, we all fall, we're all dust on God's shoe at least in some respect, but still He loves us, still He cares for us. For us, of all things! This is how I know that God's love surpasses all things, and that God is love. No mortal standard can be used to measure the length, width, or depth of the love of God and withstand. Any measure we place on God, He has already far surpassed.
I'm Kim, also known as Talin. I'm a college student studying business-management and art. I love writing, reading, art, music, movies, Chinese food, driving.. and a few other random things. Not so much business, but.. we all have to make a living somehow, so why not? I'm gay, generally stubborn, a Christian (not your usual Sunday-morning 'christian'), a little sketchy in certain company, usually outgoing - but shy at certain little moments.. oh, and human as far as anyone can tell.
If I left anything out.. I guess you'll just have to ask.
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